things to be done

beat my back with a bamboo cane.
pierce my skull, front to back, and thread an enormous earring through.
saw my left foot off. (handsaw, please.)
rip my ribs out with meathooks, one pair at a time.
sink knives into the back of my neck.
peel off strips of my flesh. (to be fed to the people i've hurt.)
bend my fingers back until they pop off at the knuckles.
chain my wrist to the sky and leave me to dangle.
pile weights on my chest.
disassemble me, crush me, ruin me - piece by piece.

but do it where it can be seen.
let my end move someone, 
let it be something beautiful.